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In the pink
Two years ago, Barbara Ruhlen was diagnosed with breast cancer, the most common form of cancer among Canadian women and the second leading cause of death after lung cancer. Today, she is feeling better than ever, and her disease is in remission.
BY JUDY OWEN
Winnipeg Health Region
Wave, November / December 2009
Barbara Ruhlen sits in her
sunny living room, a smile
crossing her face as she
watches one of her cats peering out
the front window at the busy bird
feeder in her yard.
In the background, her husband,
Doug, can be heard puttering
around the house.
It's Thanksgiving Day and Ruhlen
has a lot to be thankful for as she recalls
the winding path she's travelled
the past two years.
"Every day when I wake up, I
think, 'Thank you, God, I have a
choice. I can have a good day or
I don't have to have a good day,'''
Ruhlen says. "But I choose to have a
good day."
The reasons for Ruhlen's sense of
optimism are easy to understand.
Just two years ago, the 57-year-old
woman was diagnosed with breast
cancer, the most common form of
cancer among Canadian women and
the second leading cause of death
after lung cancer. Today, her cancer
is in remission, thanks in large
measure to an early diagnosis and
the efforts of the health-care team at
the Winnipeg Health Region's Breast
Health Centre.
But Ruhlen's journey from diagnosis
to treatment and recovery was
not without challenges, difficulties
and even some tears. Often the word
cancer is spoken in a hushed tone,
eliciting images of lengthy treatment
and possible death. For women,
breast cancer brings the added worry
about how treatment will affect
femininity and self-image.
Ruhlen was not immune to the
fears and worries that come with this
disease, but she was able to control
and overcome them. In doing so,
she has joined the growing number
of women who have been able to
beat breast cancer. According to a
2007 report by the Canadian Cancer
Society, the age-standardized mortality
rate for breast cancer in Canadian
women has fallen 25 per cent since
1986, from 32 to 24.1 per 100,000
cases.
Despite these gains, it is important
to remember that breast cancer
still poses a serious health threat. In
Manitoba, about 790 women will
be diagnosed with breast cancer this
year, and about 220 women will die
from it.
Until the day she was diagnosed in November
2007, Ruhlen did not think much
about breast cancer. After all, she had no
history of the disease in her family and two
previous mammograms two years apart
revealed nothing suspicious. So she was
more than a little surprised when a staff
member from a clinic where she had undergone
her third mammogram called her
at home. Something suspicious had shown
up on the exam, according to the woman
on the other end of the line. She would
need a follow-up test.
Suspicions don't always translate to a diagnosis
for breast cancer, a fact supported
by statistics from the Breast Health Centre.
In 2008, for example, a total of 539 clients
of the centre were diagnosed with breast
cancer. In the same year, 1,769 of the centre's
clients had benign tumours.
Ruhlen, however, had a feeling that
she would not be one of the lucky ones.
"They'd already booked the appointment,
and then I knew," says Ruhlen, recalling the
conversation. "I just remember thinking,
'Oh, my gosh, I have breast cancer. I wonder
what's going to happen next?' Nobody
had to tell me."
Although the diagnosis was unexpected,
it wasn't a complete shock. In hindsight,
Ruhlen remembers being tired for about
a year and gaining 55 pounds in four
months. She had also fractured her foot,
even though she wasn't sure how the
injury occurred. "In the back of my mind,
that was probably partly why I wasn't so
surprised when I got my cancer diagnosis,"
she says.
Breast cancer comes in many different
forms, according to information provided
by the Breast Health Centre to each of its
clients.
The literature explains that cancer is a
disease that begins in cells that group together
to form tissues or organs in our bodies.
Inside each cell are genes that order
the cells to grow, work, reproduce and die.
Sometimes a cell's instructions get mixed
up and they behave abnormally. Groups of
these abnormal cells can circulate in the
blood or immune system or form lumps
and tumours.
Some tumour cells are benign, meaning
they stay in one place in the body and are
not usually life-threatening, according to
the material. Malignant tumour cells can
invade the tissues around them and spread
to other parts of the body.
Breast cancer starts in the breast tissue,
which extends up to the collarbone and
from the armpit to the breastbone. Breasts
are glands that make milk. Lobules make
the milk and the milk ducts drain the milk
through the nipple. The cells that form the
lobules and ducts can grow out of control
and become cancerous.
Non-invasive cancers stay within the
milk ducts or milk lobules, while invasive
cancers spread. The most common form of
breast cancer is invasive ductal carcinoma,
which begins in the milk duct but grows
into the surrounding normal tissue inside
the breast.
Detecting breast cancer isn't easy, but
there are signs that should prompt an exam
by a doctor. Usually breast cancer is first
discovered by feeling a painless lump
in the breast or armpit. Other signs can
include swelling in the armpit, changes
in a breast's shape or size, dimpling or
puckering of the skin, redness, swelling
and a warm feeling in the affected breast, a
nipple that turns inward or crusting or scaling on the nipple.
Breast cancer itself is not the mysterious disease
it once was. Twenty years ago, breast cancer had
no public profile; early diagnosis and treatment
weren't commonly discussed or promoted. Today,
there are numerous events and fundraisers staged
each year to raise awareness and help finance
treatment and research efforts.
The scope of the awareness mirrors the fact that
many people will be touched by breast cancer
through family, friends and co-workers. For example,
groups such as the National Hockey League
and the National Football League now wear pink
during Breast Cancer Awareness Month in an effort
to raise awareness. Locally, some players from
the American Hockey League's Manitoba Moose
played with pink sticks that were raffled off, while
pink pucks and pink ribbons were sold at games.
University of Manitoba female basketball players
also did fundraisers for the Canadian Breast Cancer
Foundation. One included the team wearing
special pink uniforms that were auctioned off.
The rise in public knowledge has contributed to
improvements in screening and quality of mammography
that have led to the detection of more
breast cancers at an earlier stage, where treatment
is more effective. Therapies have also improved.
Indeed, it could be argued that Ruhlen's early
diagnosis was a key factor in the successful treatment
of her cancer. Today, it's recommended that
women, especially those over the age of 50, be
aware of changes in their breast. A lump doesn't
necessarily mean it's cancer. That's why it's important
to monitor a lump to see if it changes and be
examined by a physician once a year. Since breast
cancer is more common in post-menopausal
women aged 50 and older, it's recommended they
be examined by a doctor once a year and have a
mammogram every two years. Mammograms are
offered free of charge through the Manitoba Breast
Screening Program.
Once Ruhlen's diagnosis was confirmed,
she was referred to the Breast Health Centre,
a link that would become one of the
crucial support systems in her physical and
emotional care. Located across the street
from the St. Boniface General Hospital, the
centre offers women and men with breast
cancer one place where they can receive
services through a multi-disciplinary approach
and referrals to countless resources.
The centre has 25 staff, including nurses,
mammography technologists, lymphedema
therapists, a physiotherapist, a social worker
or counsellor, dietitian and clerks. In
addition, there are nine affiliated surgeons
and three radiologists.
In Ruhlen's case, an ultrasound-guided
biopsy at the Breast Health Centre revealed
that she had a tumour deep inside the
tissue of her right breast, a location that
explained why the medium-sized lump
couldn't be felt by touch. The cancer was
located in the milk ducts (ductal carcenoma),
and a number of treatment options
were presented to her.
Breast cancer treatments vary depending
on factors such as age, state of health
and whether the woman has been through
menopause. Consideration is also given to
the stage of the cancer (size of tumour and
whether it's spread), the grade of the cancer
(how the cancer cells compare to normal
cells and how quickly they're growing and
dividing), and whether there are receptors
for hormones in the cancer cells (hormones
such as estrogen can attach to receptors
and help the cancer grow).
The most common treatment for breast
cancer is surgery, which can be combined
with chemotherapy and/or radiation. There
are two types of surgery: breast-conserving
surgery or a mastectomy that removes the
whole breast.
Breast-conserving surgery includes a
lumpectomy or a partial mastectomy. The
difference in the surgeries has to do with
how much breast tissue is removed. In a
lumpectomy - a term many people use
to describe all breast-conserving surgery
- only the tumour and a small margin of
healthy tissue around it are removed.
Breast-conserving surgery may be an
option if the tumour is small enough
compared to the size of the breast and
the tumour and healthy tissue can be
safely removed. Women can also choose
breast-conserving surgery as a first step in
treatment. Usually it's followed up with
radiation therapy and other treatments.
A mastectomy to remove the entire
breast may be recommended if the area
of cancer is large compared to the breast
size, the cancer is in more than one area of
the breast or a previous breast-conserving
surgery reveals the healthy-looking tissue
around the removed tumour isn't clear of
cancer. Some women also prefer a mastectomy.
Lymph nodes, commonly found in the
armpits, groin and neck, may also be
removed during any type of surgery. Lymph
nodes filter extra body fluids, abnormal
cells and dead cells from infections.
Radiation therapy is usually given after
breast-conserving surgery as a means to destroy
any possible remaining cancer cells.
It may also be given after a mastectomy,
depending on the size of the tumour and
other factors.
Chemotherapy drugs can also be part
of a treatment plan to slow or even stop
cancer cells from growing and reduce the
risk of cancer coming back after surgery
or radiation therapy. Chemotherapy is also
sometimes done to shrink a tumour before
a lumpectomy.
Side-effects from radiation can include
fatigue and skin changes such as tenderness
and itchiness. Chemotherapy may
cause fatigue, nausea, hair loss, loss of
appetite, a change in menstrual cycles, and
a higher risk for getting infections.
After discussions with her doctor, Ruhlen
opted for a lumpectomy.
Ultimately, the procedure proved successful.
But it was not without complications.
In these types of procedures, a dye is
injected into the breast to see if there is any
lymph node involvement. The dye didn't
move, a sign there was some type of blockage
and possibly more tumours. The original
lump was removed, but as a precaution
all her lymph nodes were taken out rather than just the main sentinel node.
Ruhlen says she didn't feel any panic,
attributing that to her 36-year career in
health care and her personality. "I've always
tried to look on the optimistic side of
things and go with my gut feeling, and my
gut feeling was I was not going to die from
this," she says.
Further investigation revealed that her
lymph nodes were clear. There's still a risk
she may develop lymphedema - a buildup
of lymph fluid in the arm that causes
the arm and hands to swell - but it hasn't
happened yet.
Ruhlen wasn't unprepared for the
complications. All the medical staff she encountered
had thoroughly explained what
could happen and what her options were,
she says. She also had access to plenty of
educational material about breast cancer.
Patients referred to the Breast Health
Centre are placed at the centre of a process
that provides education, direction and
comfort. Each person receives an information
package, is introduced to the social
worker and attends pre- and post-operative
information sessions so they get an overview
of what to expect.
During the pre-op session, clients hear
speakers such as a nurse and physiotherapist.
Someone from CancerCare Manitoba's
Breast Cancer Centre of Hope program
also talks about peer support and offers to
find someone in the community they can
hook up with who is going through the
same situation as them. They also listen
to a volunteer who has had breast cancer.
The post-op session features a dietitian
and physiotherapist from the Breast Health
centre, and a nurse educator from the
Breast Cancer Centre of Hope, which is a
resource centre of CancerCare Manitoba.
Family members can attend weekly pre-op
and post-op information sessions. The
Breast Health Centre also runs programs
related to bone health and healthy living. "I
think there are a lot of resources out there
for women and men with breast cancer,"
says Jo-Anne Marion, who was one of the
centre's nurses before taking over the role
of acting director. "Often what happens is
we have to assist them in navigating the
system to really find the proper resources
for them."
The awareness and the information that's
available about breast cancer has increased
the demand for resources and services,
from more screening to more treatment
options to more help during recovery. "It
has led to our centre, and even the Breast
Cancer Centre of Hope, to kind of pool
together all the literature, the
information, the
support groups
that deal with
breast cancer
and breast
health so that
we can offer this information to women,"
Marion says. "Because of the awareness,
I think more women are feeling comfortable
talking about it, so they want more
resources in order to educate themselves."
It's the little things the centre offers that
made it a comforting place to go, says
Ruhlen, adding it starts with something
as simple as being able to park nearby for
free. "I was very comfortable in the surroundings,"
she says. "The waiting room
is wonderful. I felt really cared for and
it made me feel really special, and I felt
like the whole area was dedicated to my
wellness -
wonderful
chairs,
lovely
magazines,
clean
area, beautifully painted, soft colours, lovely
etched glass. I didn't feel like I was on
display to the street. Nobody could see that
I was there, if I had been worried about
anyone knowing I was a patient there."
As she underwent treatment for breast
cancer, Ruhlen was understandably
focused on her medical care. Lost in the
shuffle was an assessment of how the experience
was affecting her emotionally. She
thought she was keeping it together pretty
well, until she was at her doctor's office
one day and erupted into tears.
"I had no idea I was going to cry, it just
happened," Ruhlen says. "I guess it was
my breaking-down point. I had been so
focused on 'doing.' When you get cancer,
your life is a progression of specialists'
appointments and somebody is always directing
your care. So many of the decisions
were not mine to make once I had made
the initial decision of how I was going to
proceed with my care."
Finished with chemotherapy, she decided
it was time to concentrate on herself and
booked an appointment with the social
worker at the Breast Health Centre. The
ongoing meetings have been invaluable.
"It's meant the difference between me
having a life and not having a life," Ruhlen
says. "She (the social worker) has been my
lifeline. She's helped me to deal with many
issues that had been unresolved in my life
prior to this that I thought I had dealt with."
Marion says many women experience
a range of emotions as they battle breast
cancer, especially those who require a
mastectomy. "Breasts definitely can be
a large part of a woman's self-esteem,"
Marion says, adding that the centre's social
worker plays a big role in helping women
deal with these feelings.
Among other things, the Breast Cancer
Centre of Hope has a prosthesis and bra
bank of gently used items that are provided
for free. There are also resources for wigs.
Women also deal with concerns about
how their family is going to react to the
diagnosis, how or if they can work during
treatment and recovery, and how much energy
they'll have for childcare and household
responsibilities. Mothers may also
experience guilt that they might pass the
disease on to their daughters, Marion says.
Ruhlen says her "exceptionally supportive"
husband immediately took over
running their household so she could focus
on her needs. One area she didn't struggle
with was her appearance and losing her
hair during chemotherapy.
"It may sound kind of silly, but I was
thrilled to lose my hair because I felt that
that was a little gift to me so that I would
not have to waste what energy I have on
my appearance," she says with a smile.
"And I knew that my hair would grow
back so I was actually quite happy to be
bald. For me, it was a visible sign that
I was indeed sick, but I was getting
treatment and I was going to get
better."
She also met with the
centre's dietitian because a new drug she's
on can cause dietary restrictions.
Her type of hormone-receptor-positive
tumour grows in response to estrogen and
progesterone, so the drug, called aromatase
inhibitor, stops her body from making estrogen,
she says. Other breast cancer drugs
only target a receptor site in the estrogen.
She has to take the drug for at least five
years, a costly treatment that adds to her
worries and was an issue she also discussed
with the social worker.
For example, drugs she took for her bone
marrow were $3,500 for seven days worth
of treatment. Injections for her blood clots
were $167 for five days' worth
and she took it for eight
months. The new aromatase
inhibitor drug is
$169 per month.
While insurance
has covered some of
the cost, she's had
to dip into personal
savings. Her husband
is a dispatcher at Health
Sciences Centre, but she
hasn't returned to work
as a unit clerk at HSC
because of memory
problems she believes
are associated with her treatments.
She was referred to the memory
clinic, which has helped her know
which areas she's having trouble with.
Ruhlen says one of the benefits of
connecting with the Breast Health
Centre is that staff are tapped into
resources and that saved her from using
up valuable energy to find ones that
would suit her needs.
She's attended group meetings, yoga
classes for people with cancer, a session
about bone health, a course on
eating well and getting fit, and another
about looking good and how to manage
appearance-related side-effects.
"Every person there was exceptionally
positive in their attitude," she says.
"It was a way to make me feel very
comfortable. I didn't feel uncomfortable
with the fact that I had this
illness.
"I felt that this was an opportunity
for me to
take advantage of the expertise of many
professionals, and they were there to
help me to be well and to live the best
possible life that I can live."
Although her tumour is gone, Ruhlen
knows breast cancer can return at any
time.
However, she feels better now than
she has in years. "I didn't ever feel I
was going to die, so I don't really feel
it was a close call, but it was a lifechanging
experience," says Ruhlen,
who's been open about her illness with
friends, co-workers and family, especially
her 36-year-old daughter who
lives out of town.
"And it helped me to set my priorities
and get my priorities straighter. I
feel more settled in my life. Having
cancer has taught me patience, it's
taught me to decide what are the most
important elements of my life."
Judy Owen is a Winnipeg writer.

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